The Grim Lord Goes XXX: My Experiences In The Adult Industry

This is actually going to be an add on from previous experiences in penile exercises or PE. Apparently they worked for me and I’d highly recommend the years of training required because the effects were astounding. Just follow the steps I’ve written and make sure to pick up an extender because those are really useful.

However, my childhood was fraught with bullying which made me feel inadequate and that didn’t stop at the schoolyard. It continued at home, where I faced a great deal of mental and sometimes physical trauma from my stepfather. I’d been obsessed with penis size for quite a while, I even remember placing a five pound plate on my unmentionables and using an erection to lift it. I believe I did a lot of that as a teenager and that might have helped me achieve some early growth. In any case, when you feel inadequate you don’t go looking for sex. It’s not that I didn’t date, it’s that I wasn’t confident enough to ask these women to become intimate. And also, I did not know what I had.

So after years of doing what I said, I started taking a few pics. Nothing major. A close friend asked to see my phone and she saw the images and then went wild. She told me that women would be lining up when they saw I had something like that. I thought she was just exaggerating. But I did go around and consensually (always consensually when dealing with sex) ask women that I knew if they would judge me. The responses were unanimous. I was rather large and far from the inadequate sap who I believed I was. There were even women who said to me, “I wish I would have known years ago” when they saw my pictures. That being said, I continued to do those exercises. Clearly, something was working.

But let me take it back a bit further, and this is going to tie in with the #dolllife article I’ll be putting up later. I didn’t know that I had what one might consider to be a rather tremendous amount of girth until I could not fit Lyzexxia, but that I also could not fit any of the sex toys I bought. Toys that I had heard, were revolutionary. I wasted a lot of money on those, but the doll of course; is something that I still consider to be a very good investment. Especially considering her effects on my mental health.

Soon enough, I decided to showcase myself on one site. But that didn’t help. So I tried another. That helped. This site in particular was a little more active than the first, and they responded pretty quickly. My pics have been viewed 1.3 thousand times by the community there, for a total of 2.3 thousand views on all of my pictures and Lyzexxia’s doll photos.

Now here is where things get interesting and why I really wanted to write this post. Don’t expect to do adult content and have all kinds of women running after you. It doesn’t always work like that, because women aren’t as visual stimulated. Some are, some are not. To some women, a man’s penis is a masterpiece. To others, it is just a penis. However, this is not so with gay men as I quickly discovered. Though women did add and request my profile, commenting very infrequently; I definitely received a lot of comments and requests from gay men who were looking to have a good time with me. Considering that I was molested in my late teens by a gay man, this was almost frightening to me and I did have stalkers. I am still receiving those and had to make a statement on my profile just today about it.

But this is what the adult industry looks like for men. Even making it as a porn star will require you to make gay porn, as it sells. Gay and Lesbian porn are two of the largest sellers, especially right now. So even if you have a crush on certain female stars – or a lust for them, rather; you will definitely have to get with a few men on camera first. And this isn’t to discourage homosexual pornography in any way, it is just to inform men that when you get into any adult field and are not a woman; you can expect to be hit up by numbers of men. This is just the way that human biology works, so be aware of that.

I also tried a clip site, but the amount of clips that they wanted was ridiculous. A whopping one-hundred pics of my unmentionables was required before I could even begin selling nudes. I had filled out everything regarding my taxes and had made it official; but then I realized that for a man, that was just too much. Oh, and if you get on camming sites like Chaturbate, you also need to be aware that you will be pleasuring yourself to mostly gay men. But gay men who will be providing you with money, so keep that in mind. They are giving you their money in return for pleasure, so be aware of that transaction.

I actually found it far more of a confidence builder to just talk to women I knew and consensually share images that way. I now have much more confidence than I have ever had in my life and it’s because of them. I have had people in the industry tell me that I certainly have what it takes – but it would take far too much for me to get involved with something like that.

Some might say that the adult industry hasn’t really changed all that much and I would agree that it really hasn’t. Porn is digital and kinks are more open, but the same numbers of people still enjoy the same things. If you’re going in there with the assumption that women will fall down and worship your tremendous beast of a penis, then you are sadly mistaken. But if you like the attention of men and women and don’t mind performing sex with either of them, then please enjoy yourself and be safe. That’s one thing I have to stress the most in this line of work. No matter what or who you’re doing, think with your head. Yes, the one on top. Which one did you think I was talking about?

The Grim Lord

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